i'm blogging now. today is the 23rd of february, in the 2007th year since the birth of Christ. That's right. i'm in pcj #11 and i am enjoying my ipod shuffle, exodus, iced coffee, and my zlaty journal. i don't get to blog much any more and i don't really know why that is. when i'm out and about i usually think of 10-15 topics that would be suitable and somewhat interesting to blog on, yet they never make it here. i'm not going to try to list them here, as my mind isn't as good at cataloging as it should be here in my 26th year. my heart is so full, i wonder if that transfers over to you, like, do you get what i mean when i say my heart is full?i just read in exodus about the instructions of what God wanted for His tabernacle, a place for Him to dwell among the people of Israel. That really makes me think about God's character, God didn't have to instruct them to build a tabernacle, but He so desires a relationship with us that He longed to be with His people. I love that. I love how God is paving the way for His Son to redeem us to Himself, so that Jesus can live in us! I don't get all of that, how it happens, the details, the transfiguration, the justification, i do get the sanctification - cause i feel it, often, that I'm being molded and shaped like dough, play dough, cookie dough, any kind of dough (thats from zoolander).
Something interesting has happened to me recently, i've started to realize the importance of what i do, way more than i did when i first joined staff. does this happen? i guess it does. there is a sense to which God only allows us to see what we need to see for the moment. His grace is sufficient, because His power is perfected in weakness.
I also, really have started to love God's word more and feel freedom in reading the Bible and spending time with the Lord, not tied or legalistic, these things I credit to Him, the one who saved me and redeems me daily.