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It's Wednesday and I am trying to sort through the many things I've gotta get done before May 23rd. I just feel like my window of opportunity is slowing closing in with support. The amount left to raise keeps increasing (ie people keep lowering amounts, or dropping off my support team) which is fine, I understand that not everyone is called to give to this specific niche of ministry. In the theme park of life, trusting God is the wildest ride of all.

I just read Jason's blog and it somehow inspired me to feed mine with ink.

I have recently become intrigued by the facebook. It's a really cool way to be internet popular, and so far I'm losing the popularity game.

It's currently 4:12pm and I haven't had a thing to eat today, my eating, sleeping, and working out habits have all been out of whack this past week and I can't quite seem to figure out the source of it. I am going to Lynnwood Grill tonight with my Wednesday night group, well at least some of them. My Wednesday night group is the same group I go to the gathering with on 1st, 3rd, and 5th Wednesday of the month - this is the 2nd Wednesday so we still like to get together and fellowship.

I have had some major discension with me and one of my friends. We can't seem to resolve things, hopefully we are going to find some time tonight to talk things over, email or IM are definitely not my preferred method of communication when dealing with conflict.

Today is my 1 year and 4 monthiversary with Matt. We are excited!

On another note, I've also become an advocate for firefox and the tabbed browsing that so enhances my daily net activites. You really should DL it if you haven't already.

Can't sleep...

Yikes. It's so late or early, whichever way you want to look at it. It's almost 3am and I can't sleep. I got into bed around midnight and I have been tossing and turning ever since. Man, that really bites.

I am trying to figure out if it's because I have something on my mind and there are a couple things that I can figure. One is that I will be buying a plane ticket to HI tommorow, I think that is causing me some kind of stress and then another is my sparse time with the Lord lately. It is so wild how it can go in cycles. I hate it when the devil tricks me into thinking I don't want to spend time with Him. I will make it a priority tommorow. I can't deal with this staying up at all hours, what am I - in college or something?

I am so excited about the nearness of my support goal! Wow! Only $305 monthly left to raise. The amount was $275 when I wrote the newsletter but because of some different things it's back up to $305, thats okay - the nearness of the Lord is my good. (great verse)

This past weekend was one crazy time! Holden's bachelorette/lingerie shower was on Sat. night, and her "around the house" shower was on Sunday. It was fun, but so weird too, she is definitely my closest friend so far to get married - wow, it's wild. That is the reason I am buying the plane ticket to HI, I am going out in May to help her get ready for the wedding and also to hang out with her before she is married and get to know this guy that has won her heart! I am so excited about it! It is going to be such a fun summer.


After a weeks stay in Kihei, I will go to Daytona on May 23rd and I'll be there through July 13th and then I'll be in Colorado the following week through the 27th. Wow! So fun! In light of all of this travelling I am really going to miss Matt. The longest we have been a part so for is just a week, this time it is going to be months on end. It will definitely be different and I will learn how to trust the Lord for that time. In August, I make the official move to Wilmington, where I will be on campus at UNCW.

UNC won the NCAA national championship tonight, I put that on here just so I can be reminded of how much I dislike them. I can't even link to their site for fear of seeing Sean May and Roy William's glowing in some Carolina Blue light. Maybe that's why I can't sleep - I will be sure to blame it on their victory.

Well, the end of this post is coming, maybe now I will be able to sleep now that I have had a chance to type it out.

I learned tonight that it is good to talk about your feelings on Nanny 911, great show. So I did, just that.

24 was really good tonight, make sure to catch the recaplet.

holden's shower 

oscar boy - cutest cat everrrrrr 

Gotta love wedding showers at the Alumnae House!